FIRST TRY.

This is a try
it's naïve and firm at the beginning
it's something I have to do at any cost
I'd like to express myself in a univocal way.

All we have is illusion of communication
it is NOT EVIDENT
I want absolutely to understand
now I am fully aware.

All we have is hope
on these basis, the hope doesn't exist
     but I'd like to talk without the possibility of misunderstandings
     so these words contradict themselves
there's no solution
it seems to be an attempt to accomplish at any cost
I'd like to express myself through logical outcomes.

All we have is vacuity
now I feel the illusions dying
     I would like not to need hope
     all these words contradict themselves
the first try is the last one
useless from the beginning
incoherent at the end.